Happy New Year
Happy New Year
but what cheer?
hollowness inside
for the days left behind
memories at best
half cursed and half blessed
torn between walking away
and wanting to stay
but whats in my mind
isnt in yours
and i see i convinved myself
that this was otherwise
human capacity for self dillision
only matched by that of self harm
so as the count down
to a new year passes by
i sit alone
surrounded by friends
and with a smile on my face
wish them all the best
but in my mind there is only you
the story of this year
the story of me and Dru
© 2005 Rob Jones