The Descent…
I’ve lost the fight
i feel alone once more
the darkness is waiting
waiting at my door
i tried to fight
but it was in vain
i’m becoming what i was again
and while before i had a light
this time i’m truely alone in the nite
because the one who saved me then
can not do the same again
she is with another now
and althought i still care
there is no way she can be there
our friendship was based on need
but now she has no need for me
her love and caring for another
i can not open up to her
nor another
I’m lost now in this world
my thoughts in a swirl
i wish i could say how much i cared
but my love she does not share
and althought people say to wait
i cant help feel it will be to late
althought my heart will wait for all time
I can not say the same of my mind
who could love someone like me
as depressed, unhappy and all alone I’ll be
is this piece ment as a goodbye?
I truely dont know
but part of me just wants to give up now
and wait until I die
this really is just a reason
an explination of sorts
into why i am the way i am
and might well before ever more
but the hardest part about this
isnt that now she isnt with me
it that if she gets hurt
I know she wont come to
or even tell me…
© 2002 Rob Jones