Goodbye My Friends
an empty hole
a pain inside
away from me
my life seams to slide
I used to chase
but don’t no more
because inside I’m sore
I’ve all but given up
sometimes I wanna die
but I keep going
sometimes I wonder why
I guess it’s for friends
my family too
yeah, I guess that much is true
one day it might not be enuff
and if I hurt them, well tuff
I feel I’ve suffered for many years
I’ve cried so many unseen tears
I wish I could talk
but it’s not my way
and they don’t want to think
about me leavin some day
they don’t see
the pain in my life
they try to say it’s not worth the strife
but your not me
how can you know
I’m sorry but one day I will go
I’ve been strong for years
and will be some time time still
but it gets me down
and I have a new urge to kill
I’ve changed in a year
that much it true
and my friends,
I’m only about coz I care about u
but one day you will have to let me go
no matter how much you say no
you can’t watch me everyday
you can’t make me stay
so until that day is here
I’ll stay strong for u
don’t shead a tear
and when I’m gone remember this
even dead
it’s you I’ll miss.
© 2001 Rob Jones